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  • Phil Henderson, Personal Journal


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    Appears In: Uru

    Location: Phil's Relto Bookshelf

     

    returning...

     

    it is odd being here again after losing myself

     

    i don't feel like part of this, and yet i feel like i

    am here for something

     

    odd

     

    this restoration is not right it's not that it's

    wrong just that it will only rebuild not restore

     

    rebuilding is about slicing and fixing on the outside

    rebuilt trees make fences and walls

     

    restoration is about growth and life on the inside

    restored trees make fruit and shade

     

    she is making sure that the tree has begun to

    grow again

     

    ________

     

    what is d'ni?

     

    what is this kingdom?

    i have read of d'ni the people

    i have lived in d'ni the place

    i have spoken d'ni the language

     

    a kingdom is made of both life and belief

    it is only real with both

    lives without belief is a kindom of cards

    only waiting to fall

    belief without lives is a kingdom of dead

    only waiting to live

     

    ________

     

    i know a little but i only think i know more

    i see a little but i only think i see more

    i understand a little but i only think i understand more

     

    i seek a little and i know i will find more

     

    i can never know see and understand

    i can only ever know see and understand more

     

    ________

     

    i talked to many people today

     

    but i don't really know them

     

    how can i know other people?

     

    they are revealed only in their words and actions

     

    i suppose only really in their actions

     

    words are easy

     

    i talked to many people today

     

    ________

     

    i am growing

     

    and i am growing anxious

     

    and i am growing weary

     

    and i am growing closer

     

    and i am growing up

     

    and i am growing impatient

     

    and i am growing leary

     

    and i am growing wise

     

    and i am growing less

     

    and less

     

    ________

     

    my seeking feels like it comes to an end

    now i feel like ia m called higher

    to become lower

     

    i will find them again they are calling me

    i don't know why but i will know when i find them

     

    i remember what they showed me before

    and i must find that again

     

    i hear them even now calling me

    she has heard them

    i can't resist

     

    i am going

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