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  • Phil Henderson, Personal Journal


    Appears In: Uru

    Location: Phil's Relto Bookshelf




    it is odd being here again after losing myself


    i don't feel like part of this, and yet i feel like i

    am here for something




    this restoration is not right it's not that it's

    wrong just that it will only rebuild not restore


    rebuilding is about slicing and fixing on the outside

    rebuilt trees make fences and walls


    restoration is about growth and life on the inside

    restored trees make fruit and shade


    she is making sure that the tree has begun to

    grow again




    what is d'ni?


    what is this kingdom?

    i have read of d'ni the people

    i have lived in d'ni the place

    i have spoken d'ni the language


    a kingdom is made of both life and belief

    it is only real with both

    lives without belief is a kindom of cards

    only waiting to fall

    belief without lives is a kingdom of dead

    only waiting to live




    i know a little but i only think i know more

    i see a little but i only think i see more

    i understand a little but i only think i understand more


    i seek a little and i know i will find more


    i can never know see and understand

    i can only ever know see and understand more




    i talked to many people today


    but i don't really know them


    how can i know other people?


    they are revealed only in their words and actions


    i suppose only really in their actions


    words are easy


    i talked to many people today




    i am growing


    and i am growing anxious


    and i am growing weary


    and i am growing closer


    and i am growing up


    and i am growing impatient


    and i am growing leary


    and i am growing wise


    and i am growing less


    and less




    my seeking feels like it comes to an end

    now i feel like ia m called higher

    to become lower


    i will find them again they are calling me

    i don't know why but i will know when i find them


    i remember what they showed me before

    and i must find that again


    i hear them even now calling me

    she has heard them

    i can't resist


    i am going


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